no　讓我走一走　我的銅板　好像不夠
不要再逗留　破洞的氣球　怎麼飛也飛不到你的左右
no　你眼裡的動作　對誰的眼睛裡送
一樣的溫柔　一樣的問候就像對我　什麼都沒有

Breathe - Michelle Branch

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say

And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
Everything is alright if i just breathe... breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain

Chocolate - Amy Kuney

In the morning
Goodbye kisses
And all the misters
Kiss the misses
Before leaving
For the office
But we're not grieving
We've got chocolate
And I'd choose it over you
Any day...

I say Diamonds
You can't afford 'em
So I say mansions
You say mortgage
We start to argue
I say "You win"
You have your victory
I have my chocolate
And I'd choose it over you
Any day...

I'm leaving traces
Dirty Spoons
I'm getting careless
And pretty soon
You're gonna catch me in the act
and we'll try couples therapy
I know that won't help
Cuz if she's a woman
She'll agree with me

It's been a hard day
At the office
So I'll surprise you
In my lace pajamas
But before things
Get hot and heavy
I hear you snoring
You're fast asleep
So in the darkness
I sneak to the kitchen
Where my chocolate
Has been hiding
And I'd choose it over you
Any day....

Being in Japan for these past four and a half months has made me realize the power of time. With time i got used to Japan and its quirkiness. During the summer I got used to the crowded streets in Tokyo, the silent trains, the avert of eyes at conbinis, the salty food, the cat tail toys all the girls love, cosplay, the public baths...then we moved to Tsukuba where we had to get used to no noise, no crowds of people, new friends, and our new independent "homes". And in the midst of trying to fit in and immerse, I started to forget. Today my friend told me that she's forgotten a lot about life in America and I can relate. It's hard for me to imagine riding in a car to go from place to place, to spend my weekends without the UC kids, and not have my own personal space away at school. In a way I do look forward to being back in that familiar environment, but I also want to stay because I feel that so many things have just begun.

I also realized how easily influenced I can be and maybe that's not so much of a good thing.

Have it all - Jeremy Kay

Some days I feel like crying
It don't matter if it's rain or shine
I feel like my heart was broken
At least a million times

Some days I wake up dreaming
Feels like I've never even woke
I answer life's big questions
As if it's one big joke

Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on
Carry on

Some days I feel like singing
I sit back and just groove the day away
Maybe pick up a guitar
And play what I want to play

Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on
Carry on

Today I feel like laughing
Seems to be no reason at all
And if the world stops spinning
I'm not afraid to fall

Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on

Maybe it's too soon to be sure
But I really do believe that someday
We're gonna have it all
So I try to hard to keep the rhythm of a train
Rolling right along
When the ride gets rough you got to carry on

Carry on

Anything but Ordinary - Avril Lavigne

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please